Grandpa in a car accident

omg..this morning i got a bad news from my mom..saying that my grandpa was missing since morning..so i thought

that things might turn out alright..but when i got home just now..i was informed that he was involved in a car accident

where by he's currently lying down in the hospital having a stroke. but yet to confirm whether he's paralyzed anot..its

kinda sad la really..things really din turn out well these days..hopefully he'll be alright by the end of the day..*pray for

grandpa whoever is reading this..thx

Feeling lil blue lately

Lately i've been kinda down, which i don't really know why..its not like i still remember her, but..it's still there..

College hasn't been really great for me..there's just nth that interest me now..which i don't know wad i should do

next. Sometimes i could wish things would still remain the same. but it just cant..right?

I'm happy sometimes in college..house..with friends..but..there's 1 part of me that is still crying out for help each

an everyday of my life.

There's no point of being sad or miserable, it wont help me but add more sorrow to my life. I know that. but..i

just cant change.